26th: I'm tired of this feeling seriously.

Well, recently I'm find that I'm quite active in blogging now. I don't know why? hahas :D So it is a good thing or a bad thing? Well, honestly the reason being so active in blog now is because i cant find someone to talk to. Hais. This week is indeed a bad week for me perhaps. My mood is going against me i think. Then chinese period, got back paper 2 result, hmms, one word DEPROVED... Hais, my chinese is getting good to bad! i must buck up before it becomes bad to worst! hahahs, then the rest of the lessons was as usual. After school helped sihui celebrate her birthday :D It was an awesome one i guess.

Its GOHSIHUI's BIRTHDAY!♥ hahahs, Once again, WELCOME TO THE AGEING POPULATION! You are 1year older now, hahahs :p But anw, hope that you enjoyed yourself today. Happy sweet 16!♥

Again had a _______ with baby :( I really dont know what to fill in for the blanks. i really dont know its a quarrel, a cold war or you are just angry with me. I really dont know le. Consecutively for two days, it had been like this. I really really dont want this to carry on. Baby i dont want le :(

Consecutively.
I want this to stop.
Baby i really love you♥.
The feeling of you walking away from me really sucks. Seriously suck.
Baby i love you♥
166th day♥

25th story: I want the feeling back♥.

School were as usual these few days. Express, 5Na and some sec 4 mother tongue students had their mother tongue paper. And express, 5na and some sec 4 students just had their math paper2 today. Hmms, heard that the paper was okay. But today was weird for me. Kinda weird really. I also don't know why. I think i had done badly for my comprehension. Cos i felt that the answers that i had written on the answer booklet does not really answer the question. it is just a weird and weird day for me.

And had abit of cold war with baby :( I ignored him after school. I feel bad now, i had a feeling that he's angry with me but just that he don't want to say. Hais, i really hope baby is fine now. Recently our messages are getting colder and colder. And because of this, it make me think wild! Its starts to make me anyhow think, but i really had prepared for the worst. I really hope that does not happen because you know i love you. Baby i really love you♥. Alright, just hope that this doesnt affect any one of us :)

-我一直爱你

24th story: I hope i'm just thinking too much.

Hello people :D Well N level had started. Did SS and English paper for nlevel :) Hmms, it was bad for SS, seriously. I almost cried out :( I think i cant secure my A2 for combine humanities le :( But, English was okay :D hope that my paper 2 will score quite well and pass my paper 1 :) Hmms, still have less than one month to do revision for the other subjects. Must work hard now! "Suffer now, enjoy later" Hahahs, Mdmfoo's favourite quote :D
Hmms, now its September holiday for sec 1 to sec 5. But to me it doesn't seems like a holiday, and the worst is that actually i didn't even know Sept holiday had started. Hahahs, joke right? Hais, i really dont know why this week, i can feel that I'm not in the right mind. I really don't know?

我觉得我没有付出很多, 没有付出的比以前多. 我不知道我为什么会这么想. 也许是我怕了.
但是我还是很爱你!♥
Baby i really love you! ♥  I miss you :(